Miss him

recently miss him so much...but can't like before..msg him..hug him...
miss him so much......
miss him so much......
miss him so much......
miss him so much......
miss him so much......
miss him so much......
*sigh* can he teach me how to walk alone after 5 years he always by myside?
can he teach me how to live without him.....
feel so hurt :( even too difficult for me to breath