tired

recently feels more tired than before..too much things in my mind that i can't handle..
everyone around me feels the same...too much problem....
when i was young..i wished i could grow up..have own job, own sallary, n own life.
but now, i have all i dream of..but where is my happiness??
finally i found out...only sum1 with a pure heart like children will find the happiness
coz they do everything without hoping sumthing return...
i do everything without hoping sumthing return from him..
but i do hoping he will love me forever n we will have a happy life forever
dun know what to say anymore... *sigh*
so tired...

how do i live without you....

me + him = BIG BIG PROBLEM
me + me = Problem
him + him = problem
*sigh*
dun know what to do...
sumtimes..really wish i can forget him easily...
but it's too hard for me to give up on this relathionship....
wish i can forget him just in one minute :p
can i really forget n forgive him?
but i found out i can't live without him...
he just like apart of me...
really can't imagine how do i live without him...
wish that big problem will be dissaper!!!!
God pliz give me a way....